Musings of the insane.

Damn women and the way they smell! All soft and warm and beautiful and fruity. :(

Am I really a Ryan Howard? I know she is an awesome girl, but I was never interested... Until I found out that one of my mates is (probably) interested in her. Maybe it is jealousy or perhaps it is the realisation of my subconscious? Either way, my conscious self is not affected not much, so I shouldn't care at all, eh? I am there with the capacity as a friend, not a jealous rival, after all. :D

I hate how C has a boyfriend and that they are living together. GAHH! All the looks, the positive body language, the smiles... ALL FOR NAUGHT.


Also, apparently, this person who doesn't go on Facebook often went to my page and 'liked' my picture and status. *fist pump*!

Gone are the days where you hang out with a girl, become really good friends and fall in love with each other.

I love how she assumes that this girl and I would naturally get together. Same girl who went all awwww when I told her about the girl. She is bloody darn cute!

Fucking afraid to live my life. My personality is bigger than my courage, fucking hell. I need to break out and do something that scares me. Monday, it is! I have to remind myself!

That's me in the corner,
That's me in the spotlight,
Losing my religion.

Dear diary, yesterday, she touched my beard. I have been touched in many places, but never there.

The end.

Got to love nonsensical nights with my mates. Heading to the pub for drinks, and playing whoopass FIFA 12.

Actually scored 3 brilliant goals, so I am chuffed to bits! One with Leon Best, of all people, and two with the demigod Cristiano Ronaldo. Bloody brilliant!

Also, we're 5 points clear at the top of the table! Fucking hell yes! Makes waking up at 5am worth it!

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
And all I do is keep the beat, 'n the band company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you, anytime.

I can't do the talks, like they talk on TV.
And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be.
I can't do everything, but I'll do anything for you.
I can't do anything, 'cept be in love with you.